AS soon as Chanyeol went away from Kai, Kai felt something inside his chest. It feels like burst.
He'd already got all his books very tight inside his arms.
He was looking at Chanyeol running to the field. Staring at his back .
Kai felt something different when he met that guy.
Chanyeol was actually a very friendly guy. Sometimes he can be so talkative among his friends but sometimes he was so silent (when he was really in sad, but it was so rare to see him sad in school)
After he met Kai ,he ever asked Kai to be his friend. Just like he became friend with others students in his class and in his football's team.
He ever coincidently met Kai at the school library and asked Kai whether they can be friend.
Kai just hate to friend with anyone especially with girls since he was in Kindergarten.
It just reminded him on his past, he was being bullied by a group of boys in kindergarten.
He was skinny, weak, and vulnerable. He can't fight them back.
He also remembered everything about his mom. He tried to throw all of his memories with his mom, but it always seemed like his mom's memories in the past still haunting him every night . He ever have a really bad nightmares about his mom before. And he just feeling so tired of having that.
He could be looking like in trauma everytime he was thinking or dreaming about his mom. It just reminded him on the past. A really bad past. The danger of being with his mom is now past.
Kai and his mom is over.
Kai was reading a book in the school library. A book by Rainbow Rowell. Suddenly he felt his left shoulder was poked by something. He turned his face on his left and saw that there's someone who poked his shoulder with a pen.
That was Chanyeol.
Chanyeol was standing quietly behind him and smiling at him.
"Hye! do you still remember me?" . Chanyeol whispered.
Kai felt awkward and shocked at the same time.
"Yes.." Kai nodded his head, doubtful.
"Last time we met, I forgot to ask your name.. ". Chanyeol said again.
"...by the way I am Chanyeol!!"
"Ssshhhhhhhhh!!!!". A librarian shh at them.
Chanyeol turned his face to the librarian and bowed his head like he said sorry to the librarian for making noises.
"So do you have name?" .He whispered again.
"my name is Kai"
"I see... nice to meet you Kai." (Chanyeol smile at him)
"can I sit here kai ?" (Chanyeol pointed at the sit in front of Kai.)
"Sure,nobody sitting there."
Kai was sometimes felt awkward with him. After Chanyeol took a sit in front of him ,Chanyeol started to open his comic. Yes, he just read comics in the library, not having his hard time to deal with the academic books. Beside on his elbow there was a stack of books, around three thick books that he just abandoned them until he went out from the library after having few sheets of his comic.
Kai was looking at his book again. He was reading a book by Rainbow Rowell, his favourite novel's writer, since before Chanyeol had came to the library and sat in front of him.
"Guys in their early twenties are babies, they don't have all their facial hair yet. They're literally not done with puberty."
His eyes changed to a guy in front of him.
He didn't know since when he stopped reading his book. His eyes was staring at him. At Chanyeol.
Chanyeol had nice lips, maybe everybody had nice lips and you only really noticed it when you stared at their mouths all the time.
He stared at Chanyeol's mouth all the time. It was easy to stare at him because he was always looking down at his comic, there was no danger of getting caught.
Kai liked to look at him. He liked his dark hair and his pale skin. Sometimes, Chanyeol's face was so pale. It made his lips seem really pink, in comparison.
Kai's ayes was still staring at him.
He realised his lips was beautiful- the top lip almost exactly the same thickness as the bottom.
Of course, sometimes he thought about kissing him. Everybody thought about kissing him.
But it will only happen if Chanyeol let him.
"hahahaha!!!". Chanyeol suddenly laughing.
"Kai look at this part, they were totally funny!"Chanyeol said again.(while showing his comic to Kai)
Kai quickly changed his eyes on his book. He afraid he might be caught by him.
After Chanyeol showed him the funny part of his comic, he turned his eyes on him, while looking at his comic. Kai was awkward for the first time ,but he started to join the conversations with Chanyeol.
"haha that's pretty funny hyung..". kai said. (like he doesn't felt awkward anymore)
"right? it's so funny". Chanyeol said to Kai.( just to make Kai didn't feel awkward)
Although they were in library, they still have little bit conversations that have been always be Chanyeol who start them. Kai just replied whatever Chanyeol had questioned him.
Start from that moment in the library, they were officially friend.
They were getting close by each day.
Kai started to go to school by bus since Chanyeol had always been to school by bus.
Since he knows Chanyeol, his life became more happier, he could wake up in the morning without his father's phone call anymore. He made his own breakfast and rushingly go out to wait for the bus.
Chanyeol took a place , the most behind place inside the bus.
He left another place beside him, which was beside the window of the bus. For Kai.
He will always waiting for Kai every morning to let Kai sit near to him.
Finally the bus stopped at one of the bus station, daebak bus station, the station where Kai always waiting for the bus.
There are a lot of students came inside the bus. There are few students asked to sit on the place beside Chanyeol, but Chanyeol put his school bag on that sit. He'd just want to wait for Kai. He always waiting for Kai.
Kai didn't showed up. The bus was about to move.
Chanyeol's eyes was wandering around looking for Kai. He looks worried, while biting his bottom lip that would always look so pink and fresh.
Oh gosh where's Kai.
Finally, Kai appeared. He became the last person entering the bus.
Chanyeol saw him.
"Kai ! Kai-yaaa !!!". (His voice sounds like he just getting up from sleep.)
"Kaiiiiiii !!! Kaiiiiyaaaa!!!.
He called his name like hundreds of times while waving his huge hand towards Kai like a kid waving his hand to his first love in kindergarten.
"Here !! come here! I have a sit for you."
Kai saw Chanyeol and smile at him. He started to make his way to Chanyeol.
and he finally sit beside him. Near to the window that widely opened.
Chanyeol put his hand on kai's shoulder.
Like he really want to do it.
"I feel so good hyung ,haha ".
"this is the first time I go to school by bus."
"Oh yeah? You will like it more soon ."
Both of them were fucking laughing in the bus without caring enough about the people around them.
There was few girl staring awkwardly at them in the bus. They are talking to each other .
Seemed like they were talking bad behind of these guys.
Their reaction was like "oh my gosh, these two guys are gaysss!!"
" what the hell are these gays doing in this bus?!"
"oh my gad, what on earth they are doing?!"
Chanyeol doesn't even really cares about that.
He turned his face on that girl and said something to her.
"Sometimes man are prettier than women..". Chanyeol said( while winking his left eye.)
The girls more shocked.
They started to think negative on both guys.
Kai didn't realised that. His eyes were just looking out of the window.
Chanyeol was damn confident on that time, he just said anything he wanted to say.
Although he forgot he was actually make another controversion of his life as a student.
well ,he still have lots more controversions and fake scandals in school.
Wearing pink shirts ,pink socks in the football match, and now.............being a gay ?????
Oh gosh ,save them from rumors.
On that moment when they met , their eyes was staring to each other, they realised they only have a chance to be friend or bestfriend, or bestfriend forever . Not more than that. But after few days they have been friend-ing, they now realised that their feelings was not only as friend. But more than that.
They have already said something out of their limits. He asked for his love, and he should keep his promise on him .
And finally-two hearts, beating as one.
#to be continue.